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Mrs Chou

There's nothing wrong with my name. Who are you to judge me? You hate foul words? Perhaps you found the wrong blog to read. I blog and you read. This is my blog. Stop telling me what to or what not to blog about. I'm the only witness of my life, not you. Stop pretending as if you know me very well. Read my blog and think again. I don't care if you say I'm ugly. If you don't wanna see my face, then don't freaking visit this blog.

She's a girl who loves to cry and laugh at the same time. She screams at you till you drop dead just for the sake of it. She holds your hand and forces you to run with her in the rain just because she's crazy. She talks to herself when she has no one to yell at. She loves strawberries and she's starting to hate sweet stuffs. Because she can never find anyone or anything that can make her forgets all the pain she has been through except for him. You think you understand her, but if you talk to her more, you will see how much you truly know her. Most of the time, she's just being unreasonable. And all she needs, is his attention. Sorry to say, but she's taken. And she loves the fact that she loves him more than herself. Make sure you drop by on 8th July every year to give her a hug and wish her Happy Birthday. Jay Chou's her life and she can't seem to live without him. She believes in fairy tales. She's not old, she's only 16. She's so messed up with her emotions all the time, being torn apart between emo and happiness. And I believe, you'll never find another girl like her.





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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 9:37 PM
blah





I don't know what to blog.

It's like when I'm under stress, I have so much to tell. And when the stress is finally gone, I have nothing to blog about. It feels like, I don't want to talk to anyone at all. I just stare blankly whenever I get the chance. I am depressed, somehow. But I am able to smile. I wonder why.

My dad's forcing us to start packing now. D: We're moving in two weeks time and the word packing barely came into my mind. I have wanted to leave kepong since forever. But heck, now I don't feel like leaving. I was raised here. I read my first book here, fell down for the first time here, got my heart broken for the first time here, I learned how to move on here.

And the best part of my life, was when I learned how to let go something which didn't belong to me anymore. Ahhh, this place does bring back a lot of memories. I had been living here for my entire life, I had known this place for ages.  Kepong is a wonderful place actually, exclude all the lalas. When you turn left, it may lead you to PJ. When you turn right, it may lead you to KL. It takes you short time to travel from places to places. Very convenient indeed.

Oh! And I learned driving here too! :D The feeling you get when you passed your driving test, was incredible. I got my first car here too. 8D

Off I go packing!


this hurts



xoxo
with love






Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 5:43 PM
lulalalulalalulalulale!

CHEMISTRY WAS OVER.

I thought I would screw my paper 2, but I didn't. I thought I wouldn't screw my paper 1 and 3, but I did.

Gahhh.

SPM IS almost OVER!!! I still got 1 more subjects, 2 more papers to go. But heck, I AM HAPPY.

I am still happy. Hehe.




HAKUMANATATA!!



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Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 10:34 PM
lalalala





I don't understand why people make so much fuss about keeping a dog in a cage?

It's one of the best way to train the dog. And it is SAFER for the dog when we aren't around.

There was once we didn't put him into the cage when we were out. We came back, and we found out that he hurt himself because he broke some glasses. And from then onwards, we always put him in a cage when we are out.

Seriously, keeping a dog in a cage for hours is not a torment but keeping it in it for days, that is.

My dog escapes from his cage when we don't close the cage properly. =/ And he used to ran out of the house when he was small enough to fit through the holes between my house gate. I read online that Huskies can never find their way home. D:

That is why having a cage is necessary!



xoxo
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@ 7:05 PM
D:

I think my Chemistry is super screwed. D:

I don't freaking care how you convert Iron(II) ions into Iron(III) ions. As if it's gonna make my whole life a lot easier.

I feel like my life is doomed. Chinese is next Monday babe. NEXT MONDAY and everyone's gonna finish their SPM tomorrow hooray-ing and I?



I AM GOING TO SUFFER FOR ANOTHER WEEK. 



Urgh.





When is Prom?



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Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 7:25 PM
you said you would chase me if i went away, where are you




I shall give faith and believe that everything is going to be okay.

Because it will. IT WILL.

I believe in him, and I shall not let myself down.

:D

Now I just have to stop these fucking tears from coming down. I'm gonna look horrible if I continue at this rate.

I have officially given up on my Chemistry for today. I might continue it tomorrow, or I might not. Depends on my mood actually. I fetched my sister to Taman Desa for the dog training session. I got lost on the way. *gasp* But I managed to come back. :D







Because without you, I wouldn't know what to think or what to feel. It's like throwing me into a sea of snakes, trembling and shivering, I would rather die.








I can't do this anymore. I dont want to smile and pretend that I am fine. I can't...



xoxo
with love






@ 7:13 PM
note to self : stop crying

i think,

my heart just shattered.

great.



xoxo
with love






@ 6:54 PM

i think,

my heart just shattered.

great.



xoxo
with love